Introducing Me...

I've tried so many times to actually define myself but usually i fail

But today, i am giving up. I am just gonna write it out.

Whatever it is...This is me, introducing me :)

The words don't pour out like waterfall

When I am trying too hard to give it my all

I try too hard to rhyme and also try to mean

I should agree its too hard when I try to define me

Oh, I can take forever to discover what I've got

But before that day could come even I would've forgot

This ain't gonna be an easy task to uphold

I'm giving up, I'm just gonna let go...

I'm stupid and silly in every way

I'll make you think of me every day

I like to sing, I like to dance

Against my speech, you ain't got a chance

I can chatter and smile until Friday

And sleep all the time on a Sunday

I can never be what you want me to be

Its me....Introducing me!

The silence overwhelms in my head as I try

To think about myself and all my insights

I know I can be a crazy friend who'd never like

Like to brag about herself but treat everyone alike

I don't know why i'm trying to explain

Thinking about myself is driving me insane

I don't know if there's anything special about me

Except my ability to tell things indeed

I'm crazy and frantic and what else not?

But I'm also a friend that you would want

My dreams are huge and so alive

No, I cannot bear to live a lie

I love myself and I love you

My friends, my family and the few

Who are even here to listen to me

Its me...Introducing me!

Its not fair on my part to talk about myself

I'll let the judging to you

I am what I am and I don't predict myself

But do remember that I am here for you!

As I'm slow and steady in terms of love

And also ready to enjoy and hope

The path I see is not what I had

With you all, I don't think its gonna be too bad

This is me and its always true

Now how I fare is upto you

Get to know me and not trust what you see

This is me...Introducing me!!!!

-Dark Pearl xoxo

The Answer To My Call...

The sun shines and I feel it in my eyes

Oh yes! Hello to you...!

Its a brand new day as you give yourself away

On the touch of the morning dew

I don't believe that anybody will feel the way I do

Right now...

Lately, I feel like someone saved me

There is no more lies, I will feel alive

So crazy, the love and affection protects me

This is after all, the answer to my call...

Its about time, I held onto what's mine

I thought I had to lose

But no, whatever has to go

May hurt less than you know

I don't believe that I cared so much for you

Till now...

But hey,

Lately, haven't you ever missed me?

I am back tonight, oh I feel alive

So maybe, you may even think I'm crazy

But this is after all, the answer to my call...

Somehow I feel like I've come out

Of my own riddle

Let this be, a tough lesson for me

And still weep only a little

I can believe that life can be as easy as it seems

From now...

So take me, into a wilder fantasy

Into a dreamy night, where i'll feel alive

Don't blame me, my life isn't yours to change it

Well, its after all, the answer to my call......!!!

The Game Is On...Are You Ready...!?!

Celebrating the Spirit Of India In the Ongoing Champions League T20!! A poem for our champs...

The pitch is set, the time is now

Gotta beat the opponent somehow

The stumps are in, the sun is high

The battle of the champs is tonight!

From around the world, the champs arrive

To battle it out and survive!

The temperature is as hot as it can be

Hold onto your seats,its the Champions League!

The battlefield is filled with players

Who are only used to being winners

But who cares about Australia or Wayamba?

For 3 of the 10 teams are from India!

Sachin,Dhoni and Kumble

The starpower is put to play

The other teams...beware!

Get ready to face your biggest scare!

Who cares about the Bushrangers?

Our Super Kings are like the Avengers!

The bat and ball just plays along

When they are in a song!

Then comes the South Australian Red Backs

Oh, please do a favour and pack your bags!

For Sachin's Indians can breakthrough it all

All your defence and your walls!

The Stags of the Central, who are you?

Don't you know the challengers are cool?

The other teams too, look out we're here

The Indians who are never into fear!

The spirits are high, as India will shine!

However it maybe, the pride is mine!

This is Champions League T20!

The Game is On...Are You Ready...?!

Go On Guys!! Rock It!!! :D :D

Nobody Is Worth My Tears Than YOU....!!

How much do you think a friend can think of you?

Think for you?

Be there for you??

How much and how long?

How much do you think a friend will bear for you?

Take on for you?

Not care about for you?

To infinity and beyond....is what my friend...My best friend would do!

She is Shilpa...a miracle that happened in my life.

Lakshmi, do read this...I believe that you sent her to me. Thanks da... :D

Now Shil, I take this oppurtunity to finally give you the words you deserve...its the least i can do!

For nobody is worth my tears than you....

Smiling all the way you came to me

Exactly when I needed to see

Someone who'd stay on as we moved forward

All along every road in this world

 

Musical soul is what you seemed to be

Tears without asking you gave it to me

Wondering still if I deserve you…

Girl, you keep proving that our friendship is true.

 

Without you, I may as well as be blinded

In this crazy world, where I am empty minded

You are the only one who'd be there for me…

 

And no one is

Good to me like you do

Nobody is worth my tears than you…!

 

Love and care is what you are

No please never go too far

Away from a soul so lost like me

No wonder without you I can't be

 

Perfect or even close to what you are

The lies they say about you are bizarre

No, don't worry, I wont believe!

 

As no one is

So true to me like you do

Nobody is worth my tears than you…!

 

No matter what

Pain I give you or not

You give me your shoulder to cry

And I wonder

What I did to deserve

A wonderful heart like yours and I try…

 

To understand the love that you give

I'll be in your debt of you as long as I live…!

 

For no one is

As cute and special but you

Nobody is worth my tears than you…!

Love you, kiko...Do be there forever... :D

A Fragment Of a Broken Heart...For A Friendship That Meant A Lot

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Today...I miss someone who made a huge difference in my life by just being herself

Someone who made me feel like even i deserved love when everyone thought otherwise.

Someone who realised the true me and stuck out every time i would depend on her.

Someone...Who was my Best Friend!!!

Lakshmi,

I miss you a lot. Too much I may start crying even this moment. There was so much between us and it all vanished all of a sudden. Two years its been, too long, too far. I still dont believe that you are gone forever, for people like you dont go away that soon. Maybe physically, you are absent next to me..but internally, you are all that i think of. There is so much happening in my life and when i want to share it to someone, all i want to think is you. But...you just went away. I am not here to mourn to you abouthow much i miss you. I just want to thank you for being such an important person in my life that my tears actually have a meaning...
Thank you for making my life worth something...
Thank you for being my friend..

Your Friend
Shangkavi...
aka Dark Pearl.

Miss YOU...

Nothing Maybe What You Receive..

Sometimes your close friend just has too many expectations and suddenly you seem to feel like you failed them...

The truth is...You have not!

Friendship doesn't build on expectations...

It is for what you are!!

I understood that...

If You haven't...Keep Reading!

People say friendship is selfless

It's too hard to throw away

But I don't know why they become careless

When it comes to handling the heart

 

It is crazy when you get to know

The one friend you thought you need

But halfway you are left to justify

That you are still their friend indeed

 

They tend to grow on you so well

And suddenly you find yourself

Stuck in a position where you can't tell

The truth that hurts like hell

 

Understanding itself is a word

That is too hard to understand

I just sit alone and try to tell the world

I really do care

 

Just because I don't wait for you

Doesn't mean that I am evil inside

I am just afraid to get stuck in a situation

Where I am left to think otherwise

 

I can keep pouring my inner thoughts

That is wounded too deeply to see

But please don't expect when you haven't given

Nothing maybe what you receive!

Yeah! Its True...

New Story : The Wish That Came True...!

Shifting Gears People....First attempt at a Romantic Story....

Yeah even I never thought of it until a close friend became such an envious inspiration...

A little bit of what it is gonna be...just for you!!!!!

He is shy...

She was far...

He came forward...

She obliged...

He fell for her...

She felt blessed...

He says 'I Love You'...

She smiles...

He came for her...

She thinks that he is The Wish That Came True...!!

[Pat and Pending...]

Coming Soon.....

Let's kill sorrow...Come along with me!

As days go by...people around me make me feel all good but they themselves are or they claim to be in sorrow.

I am not being judgemental...just a little frustrated!

They are not seeing the positive side of life!

So here's to all my pals...Let's kill sorrow Come along with me

A poem of all sorts...

Once upon a time, I was this someone

Who thought only my life is filled with sorrow

But as soon as a phase of my life was done

I never thought I’d see this tomorrow.

People around me are sensitive

Much more than I can ever be

Are they complicated or practical?

An answer that successfully deceives

I try too hard to analyze

Myself and them with their words

Finally, I hate to but I have to agree

That we all belong to different worlds

They smile, they laugh, more they cry

But I still don’t understand really

If they ever in their lives did try

To think they aren’t actually what they mean

I feel you tend to trail away

From the path you were paved to walk

Because you have more than one dream to say

More than one, just because

No, I am not telling you to avoid

For I am as passionate as you are

Just don’t ever think even for a minute

Giving up is a choice too far

I don’t know if I can advice you

But I know one thing for sure

Whatever happens in your life is true

Never hesitate to let go

Things may change life drastically

But its always for the better

Life itself is a fantasy

Hold onto each other, together…

Few last lines I wanna say

My friends don’t let go

All the hopes and dreams that come your way

And live life like never before

Be calm, be cool, and be composed

Be who you wanna be

But just hold on until you aren’t opposed

Just live life with full of glee

Stop thinking bizarre thoughts inside

For your life’s meaning is much more to define

Don’t care about people who try to avoid

Think about the ones who want you to shine

Live life, love life for it’s the one

That makes me and you believe

We cannot regret when its done

Let’s kill sorrow, come along with me

Still sometimes, many times they refuse

They find it hard to take

Don’t worry, I ain’t going anywhere

All I will do is wait…!

The 7 Things I Hate About You....My College.

This is what is the latest....

I officially hate my college!!!!!!

It is an utterly idiotic system that they follow and try to make us follow too.

Every time i write something these days...it turns out to be depressing!

Well finally...I decided to diss my college!

I wrote a song...actually my own version of Miley Cyrus' '7 Things'

In that she sings about her boyfriend...as usual....I am different!!!

This time you can sing along to this one...

Follow this link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=calko6hCqvo and then take it over with my lyrics...

So here we go!!!!

7 Things...College Version 1.0

I graduated out of my school with million dreams

Now If I see myself I can't help but to scream

It is scary

You don't know it

Don't you worry

Just believe it

This is real...This is my life!

Chorus:

The 7 things I hate about you...

The 7 things I hate about you...oh you!

Your bench

Your chair

Your Chemistry Lab

Your lunch with hair

You make me cry

I don't know why

You make me feel like if i might

Become something that I am not

You suck a lot

I wanna be the one I know

And the 7th thing i hate the most that you do....

You make me pay you!!!

Its silly when you say it

You shouldn't be yourself

But hey its not your life

But its mine to live

If you bug me

I may hit you

No, never

Will I miss you

Let it end...!

Oh please let me be!

You are so not the right thing...

[Repeat Chorus]

If you wanna blame me

No you've gotta blame just you

But there are 7 more things

That I like about you...

Chorus:

The 7 things I like about you...

You gave me friends

Whom i like

Help Me Survive

You make me laugh

Trying to Shine

Why don't you be yourself, you might

The air, The light

The bus rides

My complete smile

Why don't you be the one you're not?

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do...

You make me smile too!!!!

So that's what i feel...

If you really dont get the tune, go to You Tube and chech out Miley's '7 things' and then you'll get this...

xoxo...DP :P

Another test drive...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_cXhBy78T4

Unique Till Death...

These Recent days have got me thinking people always want to fit in something.

Being someone else and being not unique.

Well, as usual, I beg to differ.

This is how i feel...

I may look different than anyone around

I maybe the one that may be aloud

I don’t care the mentality with which you live

I am something that you are not

I can be what I have thought

I can even give more than you give

I am not saying that you are low

We all keep changing than what we were before

All I can tell about each of us is one word

In which we all fit without a doubt!

People may keep talking

People sure will

But you and I can have a laugh

And tell them what we know

The lines may keep changing

The life maybe dull

But what you possess is something you have

That makes you unique than life!

You may think I carry attitude

I also maybe the one that confuse

I don’t mind if you say I can't pass it

I am something that you aren’t

I don’t know how to pretend

I will be said even after I become ashes

I’ll never say you are low

But sometimes we all tend to be slow

All I can tell about each of us is one word

In which we all fit without a doubt!

People may keep talking

People sure will

But you and I can have a laugh

And tell them what we know

The lines may keep changing

The life maybe dull

But what you possess is something you have

That makes you unique than life!

I believe we can fly

I believe that and I don’t know why

I know I am simply

More of what’s unique

Where are you in this plain old life?

Let’s demolish this divide

I know I am here to be

More of what’s unique!

People may keep talking

People sure will

But you and I can have a laugh

And tell them what we know

The lines may keep changing

The life maybe dull

But what you possess is something you have

That makes you unique than life!

This is a song i wrote [obviously to no tune...] and I just felt this is the perfect time to apply it on the world. Chill out and be...you!

xoxo...Dp