Endless Fantasies

A view of the discomfort we feel in our life when we follow our hearts than our minds in certain situations...

I admire the beauty of the life I live

But also desire the pain less

For the heart beat itself seems a lot

When the tears flowing seems endless

 

Wishes are too much of a fantasy

And here I am, refusing to let it go

In spite of experiences that end as crazy

I crave for the magic to happen more

 

Am I desperate enough to treat myself rude?

For being pathetic was not what I wanted to be

But every step further leads into distress

That is constantly being caused by no one but me

 

With all the blessings the eyes can or cannot see

Our heart moves forward in a direction so opposite

That sometimes leads to something better

Or mostly to where we end up hopelessly

 

How foolish can we get anyway?

How long and more will we lead ourselves on?

Following our hearts into more silly thoughts

And not realize it until our first major fall?

 

It's not temptation but something innate

Every human cursed with the mark of assumption

This misleads us mostly to nothing but sorrow

Complete unrest inside and utter confusion

 

But that is how life itself reveals

As the heart holds the ultimate key

To the most bizarre realities

That is nothing but result of our endless fantasies

 

That leads us on to teach a lesson

That we all comfortably miss

'Dream and feel when necessary

And life will be nothing but bliss'

 

 

She Is Happiness And She'll Be Home...

Its a reflection of what I feel about happiness inside me.

She comes by to lighten up our day

She lingers around to keep us high

She plays with our heart in ways we like

She blesses us with memories and delight

 

She makes sure that we understand life

Its goodness and all its glory

She also has the ability to make us believe

That life can be devoid of worry

 

She has the magic to change us in all

She has the potential to help us out

She also has a curse that enables a fall

And fill us with uncontrollable doubt

 

She flees all of a sudden, leaving us lost

Letting us wonder about our worth

As our smiles has always been a priority

Now we face every worry  yet to be unearthed.

 

Have we ever wondered why we need her?

Why we need her so bad and desperate?

Why these questions never arise within

But we always end up searching for something that's innate?

 

She lets us live a life we want

She also shows us a life we'll never need

So that we will make it right

And live a better life indeed

 

When we think she's gone

We make a mistake by constantly guessing

Though, she never intends to be gone

But instead shows us what happens when she leaves

 

We keep searching in the wrong places

While we always have her in our heart

We don't give her the credit she deserves

And that is when she disappears into the light

 

She is ours to own if and only if we accept

That life needs to be a balance of sorts

No matter where you think that she's gone

She is happiness and she'll be home!

 

 

 

 ~ DP 

 

 

With You All...I'm Always Alright!

A small dedication to the my best friends. Without them, A smile in my life would've been a question mark.

This one's for you guys!

So many years have passed by me

Twenty of them to be exact

But never have I felt so special

Or maybe I didn't convince myself about that.

 

Twenty years I had to wait

To realize the fact that I'm noticed

At least once a year in abundance

By a few special people in the midst

 

I haven't let these thoughts sink in yet

As that's a lot to pull through in a while

Even happiness can be overwhelming, I've learnt

And the proof is nothing but my smile.

 

For another beginning, you all wished

That may my life be whatever I want it to be

But let me say this one thing today,

My life with you all is exactly what I need.

 

Today, tomorrow or the day after

I know you all will be there with me

As our ties are slated forever

And forever is the one thing it will be

 

Still, underneath all this exuberance

I have a fear building up rapidly

Where circumstances pose a threat

That seems in so many ways, beyond me.

 

No matter what, I wish for this one thing

Let these people stay in my life without any trails

Because they are mine and they are what I need

And without them, nothing in my life seems worthwhile

 

 Another path has diverged with challenges new

And I'm all set to walk down upright

Walking along with the only best friends I knew

Holding their hands and my head held high.

 

The new life has begun

And I'm having the time of my life

And right now…one thing is for sure

With you all…I'm always alright!