I Am My Own - To Every Person Who Needs To Believe

To every person who has ever faced anything that makes you feel as if you are worthless

That makes you feel bad, lost, sad, put down, taken advantage of, abused mentally or physically

This is my way of telling that to the world that brings us down that... 

...I am my own!

 

I was born into this world for a reason

That you don't define for me

I was raised with every hope and dream

That you neglect intentionally

I am not what I should've been

Who are you to change it drastically?

I am hopeless inside myself

And who are you to define my reality?

 

Why weren't you bold enough?

To say no to the evil insecurities

You had to show you were bigger

And you had to show it to me

You were jobless and twisted, I know

But what does this have to do with me?

For your presence in my life

Has been nothing but a meaningless scrutiny

 

You should've known that you were wrong

When your heart told you so indeed

You should've known how to listen to it

When it was there every moment beating

You are nothing but a desperate form of life

A desperate form of a human being

As you needed to put me down

To show the world you're on top and not me

 

I may have broken down at that moment

But look here, it didn't stop me

If you haven't stopped doing that till now

There is no one a loser than you indeed

I forgive you for all your sins

Even if you haven't repented them to me

For I am the bigger person here

And I am the one who deserves to live free

 

You may be the one who pushed me down

But I am the one who's back on my feet

You may be the one who hurt me bad

But I am the one who turned it around

You may have left scars that will not fade

But I managed to show you that I can heal

You may be the one who tainted my life

But I am the one saying these words with pride

 

 

No matter what you do to me tonight

No matter what your words mean inside

No matter why you showed all the wrong signs

No matter why you simply smile at me and slide by

No matter even if you've been forgiven by me

No matter whatever you try to do

No matter what you did to put me down

 Do remember I am my own!

 

Stay strong…Fight on

For life keeps moving on…For the better or the worse.

Happy Birthday Sweet Heart! :D

It's been a year already? Wow....Time flies huh?

You're twenty man...Calls for a celebration isn't it?

Here's my gift to you :)

As every year passes by

You grow along with me

Even though not physically

You grow inside of me

 

A million years it seems

Since I saw your face indeed

But every time I close my eyes

It is always you who comes to see me

 

There's change everywhere now

And I'm no exception in this scene

I wonder how I can tell you these things

Then realize you're the one who made it for me

 

To write about you and not feel bad

I'm learning the trick slowly

But I confess to you today that

Your absence still rattles me

 

Sadness aside, it's a wonderful day

You've outgrown the days of your teen

You're a grown woman now

And apparently an adult indeed (:D)

 

No matter how much you grow or how far you go

One thing remains the same for me

You are the little sister that I never had

But had the chance to love intensely

 

So on your birthday, I wish you well

As you have turned twenty

And pray that your better place gets even better

As we celebrate this day with happiness completely!

 

Happy birthday Sweet Heart :D