Like The Two Sides Of A Coin...

To realize this metaphor, it took me ages...
To accept it, it may take more.

Like the two sides of a coin,
A human nature so disguised
The pretty and ugly combine
In a guise so uncanny yet precise.

Like the two sides of a coin,
We are flipped by chance to see
How many times the goodness will shine
Or how many times the evil may proceed.

Like the two sides of a coin,
The distinguished attitudes are a perfection.
The acceptance of this fact,however, confines
Our heart into one deep confusion.

Like the two sides of a coin,
The pictures depicted always mean,
Something so particular, so fine
About who we are and who else we might be.

Like the two sides of a coin,
A human being so disguised.
Its how I describe this nature of mine
And want every other human to realize!

I Am My Own - To Every Person Who Needs To Believe

To every person who has ever faced anything that makes you feel as if you are worthless

That makes you feel bad, lost, sad, put down, taken advantage of, abused mentally or physically

This is my way of telling that to the world that brings us down that... 

...I am my own!

 

I was born into this world for a reason

That you don't define for me

I was raised with every hope and dream

That you neglect intentionally

I am not what I should've been

Who are you to change it drastically?

I am hopeless inside myself

And who are you to define my reality?

 

Why weren't you bold enough?

To say no to the evil insecurities

You had to show you were bigger

And you had to show it to me

You were jobless and twisted, I know

But what does this have to do with me?

For your presence in my life

Has been nothing but a meaningless scrutiny

 

You should've known that you were wrong

When your heart told you so indeed

You should've known how to listen to it

When it was there every moment beating

You are nothing but a desperate form of life

A desperate form of a human being

As you needed to put me down

To show the world you're on top and not me

 

I may have broken down at that moment

But look here, it didn't stop me

If you haven't stopped doing that till now

There is no one a loser than you indeed

I forgive you for all your sins

Even if you haven't repented them to me

For I am the bigger person here

And I am the one who deserves to live free

 

You may be the one who pushed me down

But I am the one who's back on my feet

You may be the one who hurt me bad

But I am the one who turned it around

You may have left scars that will not fade

But I managed to show you that I can heal

You may be the one who tainted my life

But I am the one saying these words with pride

 

 

No matter what you do to me tonight

No matter what your words mean inside

No matter why you showed all the wrong signs

No matter why you simply smile at me and slide by

No matter even if you've been forgiven by me

No matter whatever you try to do

No matter what you did to put me down

 Do remember I am my own!

 

Stay strong…Fight on

For life keeps moving on…For the better or the worse.

Happy Birthday Sweet Heart! :D

It's been a year already? Wow....Time flies huh?

You're twenty man...Calls for a celebration isn't it?

Here's my gift to you :)

As every year passes by

You grow along with me

Even though not physically

You grow inside of me

 

A million years it seems

Since I saw your face indeed

But every time I close my eyes

It is always you who comes to see me

 

There's change everywhere now

And I'm no exception in this scene

I wonder how I can tell you these things

Then realize you're the one who made it for me

 

To write about you and not feel bad

I'm learning the trick slowly

But I confess to you today that

Your absence still rattles me

 

Sadness aside, it's a wonderful day

You've outgrown the days of your teen

You're a grown woman now

And apparently an adult indeed (:D)

 

No matter how much you grow or how far you go

One thing remains the same for me

You are the little sister that I never had

But had the chance to love intensely

 

So on your birthday, I wish you well

As you have turned twenty

And pray that your better place gets even better

As we celebrate this day with happiness completely!

 

Happy birthday Sweet Heart :D

 

 

 

 

Endless Fantasies

A view of the discomfort we feel in our life when we follow our hearts than our minds in certain situations...

I admire the beauty of the life I live

But also desire the pain less

For the heart beat itself seems a lot

When the tears flowing seems endless

 

Wishes are too much of a fantasy

And here I am, refusing to let it go

In spite of experiences that end as crazy

I crave for the magic to happen more

 

Am I desperate enough to treat myself rude?

For being pathetic was not what I wanted to be

But every step further leads into distress

That is constantly being caused by no one but me

 

With all the blessings the eyes can or cannot see

Our heart moves forward in a direction so opposite

That sometimes leads to something better

Or mostly to where we end up hopelessly

 

How foolish can we get anyway?

How long and more will we lead ourselves on?

Following our hearts into more silly thoughts

And not realize it until our first major fall?

 

It's not temptation but something innate

Every human cursed with the mark of assumption

This misleads us mostly to nothing but sorrow

Complete unrest inside and utter confusion

 

But that is how life itself reveals

As the heart holds the ultimate key

To the most bizarre realities

That is nothing but result of our endless fantasies

 

That leads us on to teach a lesson

That we all comfortably miss

'Dream and feel when necessary

And life will be nothing but bliss'

 

 

She Is Happiness And She'll Be Home...

Its a reflection of what I feel about happiness inside me.

She comes by to lighten up our day

She lingers around to keep us high

She plays with our heart in ways we like

She blesses us with memories and delight

 

She makes sure that we understand life

Its goodness and all its glory

She also has the ability to make us believe

That life can be devoid of worry

 

She has the magic to change us in all

She has the potential to help us out

She also has a curse that enables a fall

And fill us with uncontrollable doubt

 

She flees all of a sudden, leaving us lost

Letting us wonder about our worth

As our smiles has always been a priority

Now we face every worry  yet to be unearthed.

 

Have we ever wondered why we need her?

Why we need her so bad and desperate?

Why these questions never arise within

But we always end up searching for something that's innate?

 

She lets us live a life we want

She also shows us a life we'll never need

So that we will make it right

And live a better life indeed

 

When we think she's gone

We make a mistake by constantly guessing

Though, she never intends to be gone

But instead shows us what happens when she leaves

 

We keep searching in the wrong places

While we always have her in our heart

We don't give her the credit she deserves

And that is when she disappears into the light

 

She is ours to own if and only if we accept

That life needs to be a balance of sorts

No matter where you think that she's gone

She is happiness and she'll be home!

 

 

 

 ~ DP 

 

 

With You All...I'm Always Alright!

A small dedication to the my best friends. Without them, A smile in my life would've been a question mark.

This one's for you guys!

So many years have passed by me

Twenty of them to be exact

But never have I felt so special

Or maybe I didn't convince myself about that.

 

Twenty years I had to wait

To realize the fact that I'm noticed

At least once a year in abundance

By a few special people in the midst

 

I haven't let these thoughts sink in yet

As that's a lot to pull through in a while

Even happiness can be overwhelming, I've learnt

And the proof is nothing but my smile.

 

For another beginning, you all wished

That may my life be whatever I want it to be

But let me say this one thing today,

My life with you all is exactly what I need.

 

Today, tomorrow or the day after

I know you all will be there with me

As our ties are slated forever

And forever is the one thing it will be

 

Still, underneath all this exuberance

I have a fear building up rapidly

Where circumstances pose a threat

That seems in so many ways, beyond me.

 

No matter what, I wish for this one thing

Let these people stay in my life without any trails

Because they are mine and they are what I need

And without them, nothing in my life seems worthwhile

 

 Another path has diverged with challenges new

And I'm all set to walk down upright

Walking along with the only best friends I knew

Holding their hands and my head held high.

 

The new life has begun

And I'm having the time of my life

And right now…one thing is for sure

With you all…I'm always alright!

What Will The World Say If I Leave?

Its been a while. Now, I'm back with a little poem. Certain things haven't been let out of my system for quite some time. So this was one thought that has been bothering me for a long time.

Though I have it all

And it's all fun in the sun,

I can't shake this feeling in me

Where I am left with almost none.

Though I have a shoulder to cry now

The tears seem to deceive me.

Later, when I do want to cry,

Who knows where we'll be?

Though the bonds are getting stronger

Somewhere it is incomplete

Because the doubts are raging forward

And I am not able to compete.

Though there are memories that I'd cherish

Forever and more indeed

There is always a darkness inside me

Within which I tend to seep

Where I am filled with thoughts that spell

Nothing but uncertainty

And I always end up with the question

What will the world say, if I leave?