Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Introducing Me...

I've tried so many times to actually define myself but usually i fail
But today, i am giving up. I am just gonna write it out.
Whatever it is...This is me, introducing me :)

The words don't pour out like waterfall
When I am trying too hard to give it my all
I try too hard to rhyme and also try to mean
I should agree its too hard when I try to define me
Oh, I can take forever to discover what I've got
But before that day could come even I would've forgot
This ain't gonna be an easy task to uphold
I'm giving up, I'm just gonna let go...

I'm stupid and silly in every way
I'll make you think of me every day
I like to sing, I like to dance
Against my speech, you ain't got a chance
I can chatter and smile until Friday
And sleep all the time on a Sunday
I can never be what you want me to be
Its me....Introducing me!

The silence overwhelms in my head as I try
To think about myself and all my insights
I know I can be a crazy friend who'd never like
Like to brag about herself but treat everyone alike
I don't know why i'm trying to explain
Thinking about myself is driving me insane
I don't know if there's anything special about me
Except my ability to tell things indeed

I'm crazy and frantic and what else not?
But I'm also a friend that you would want
My dreams are huge and so alive
No, I cannot bear to live a lie
I love myself and I love you
My friends, my family and the few
Who are even here to listen to me
Its me...Introducing me!

Its not fair on my part to talk about myself
I'll let the judging to you
I am what I am and I don't predict myself
But do remember that I am here for you!

As I'm slow and steady in terms of love
And also ready to enjoy and hope
The path I see is not what I had
With you all, I don't think its gonna be too bad
This is me and its always true
Now how I fare is upto you
Get to know me and not trust what you see
This is me...Introducing me!!!!

-Dark Pearl xoxo

Thursday, October 14, 2010

The Answer To My Call...

The sun shines and I feel it in my eyes
Oh yes! Hello to you...!
Its a brand new day as you give yourself away
On the touch of the morning dew

I don't believe that anybody will feel the way I do
Right now...

Lately, I feel like someone saved me
There is no more lies, I will feel alive
So crazy, the love and affection protects me
This is after all, the answer to my call...

Its about time, I held onto what's mine
I thought I had to lose
But no, whatever has to go
May hurt less than you know

I don't believe that I cared so much for you
Till now...
But hey,

Lately, haven't you ever missed me?
I am back tonight, oh I feel alive
So maybe, you may even think I'm crazy
But this is after all, the answer to my call...

Somehow I feel like I've come out
Of my own riddle
Let this be, a tough lesson for me
And still weep only a little

I can believe that life can be as easy as it seems
From now...

So take me, into a wilder fantasy
Into a dreamy night, where i'll feel alive
Don't blame me, my life isn't yours to change it
Well, its after all, the answer to my call......!!!